Wednesday, September 21, 2005
...jus got back from mak's place wif d gals... d one who went fer d blackeyepeas concert...d one who wanted yellowpeas and d one who hmmm terberak berak peas?? *chuckles*....
...on d way back...we had a chat...me n Sen...
..after d talk...i feel..hmmm mpty..down.. i dunno ...d feelin is jus somethin diff...
...a remark a fren made jus now reminds of 'him'...of how he wanted to throw me in d dustbin...then i miss Aidil...how much things have changed...for d best ....
..Sen like usual will hear me rant..cry..n jus calm me down...
..but today i jus feel like i wanna b alone..feel this alone...n i jus feel like bloggin it down...
Sen...he's great n i'm really fortunate that he's my hub..ever so patient wif my nonsense... never stops naggin at me abt how i should b n never fails to encourage me..in watever i do...time passes really fast...its gonna b a yr soon..
..it was Wan Ddek's weddin last wkend.. hmmm i didnt go..we used to be sooo close... even Mama njoys his company last time.. but like wat i told him dat day... 'times have changed'... this Aries aint d old Aries..8 yrs back.. was when it all began...
.. i was 16..heheh wen killimanjaro...met Wan who's A's fren... he likes San was kind of like head over heels wif San...d crazy things he did fer San...that lock of hair...dat famous footballer..wan babat.. dat lombok bangle...dat jump of joy..those breakfasts n karaoke sessions @ my place... that oakley glasses... memories...embedded in my mind...though we all went our separate ways...they still do remain...
... all of these memories... never fails to make me feel empty...
n now i'm missing...
-mariam sori i've hurt u wif my words
-glen that terence lookalike
-badut hey bud..spare some time fer us??
-nom remember thse smokin sessions we had outside my window??
-jaz those blk sessions..
-sam ur advices...
-rin ur critics...
-man ur irritatingness...
-aaron ur 'hey dewi sukarno's here' n dat warm mornin hug... tho ppl say ur nuts!! u never fail to make me feel at home
-max u owe me ur report card!! d debates we always have in sch made me more open n receptive to critics..
-hana ur love story wif dd is inspiring beb...
-zarina n edmund i wonder how r u guys geetin on!!
-kunta
-2much
-shahlan
-rudee
-timur
-austin
-skem
wonder wat r u guys up to??
-tion..
i miss u loads...loads n loads n loads...
-aidil u too...
n my uncle... i miss u too... d wait is long..but u'll pull thru rite??
--wif that...i end it here----
ariessen @ 12:54 AM
//married to Sen//luvs Mama Nana Dada n Papa//sits on TJ n Shad//life revolves ard family//dependent on mum n i dun care wat other ppl would said//iMan n ayubee// prefers flats n pumps//njoyin life wif my love ones now//
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