Thursday, February 19, 2004
....i dun wanna worry abt anybody anymore...i think i shall worry about myslef more...from last time i've always put friends first rather than me myself...i would think of friends' feelins without thinkin abt mine...i dunno...i'm feelin so so shitty so so emo nowadays.. wats happenin to me??hmmm i'm glad..d heart was mended hehhe..so now left 2.. m i jus bein so selfish by doin this??was pissed yesterday...but i couldnt find d reason y i was feelin that way yesterday... n today too... i think i need time out...away from all this!!i thought concerntratin on my weddin preparations would make me less shitty but...no it doesnt work.. fine... do wat u deem fit..... n i thought we are frens!!hurts me...but do u realise?... mayb i need to talk to Sen... he never fails to make things better.. he knows.. he knows me.. knows y i'm like this... mayb i need to cry...cry as hard as i can... well frens...u c me laughin n all.. i often bottle up my frustrations n emotions... mayb bcoz of this i'm often bein taken advantage of..bullied.. Sen said i never learn from past experiences...yeah mayb i dun..mayb i should startin from now..but how to??i dunno how to...its jus not me ...
ariessen @ 2:32 PM
//married to Sen//luvs Mama Nana Dada n Papa//sits on TJ n Shad//life revolves ard family//dependent on mum n i dun care wat other ppl would said//iMan n ayubee// prefers flats n pumps//njoyin life wif my love ones now//
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