Tuesday, September 23, 2003
SaturdayWell it was an eventful day….went plaza by the park for the letterland talk and hands-on sessiomby Lalitha assisted by Pat.Pat was her usual zany self.Had never had an up close and personal wif Lalitha b4 but hey she’s jus fine…like pat said ‘Lalitha’s full of juices’…I admire her energy…how she jus rattled on like a machine gun abt letterland…I was amazed @ how she sang the songs without missing a beat.I was astonished @ the energy she had….Can u jus imagine from 9-5pm n she’s still goin on fine…I couldn’t help feeling tired fer her….hahahha………1/4 of the lesson n I was slouching in my chair…counting hrs to 5 ahhha…can barely sit still for another minute…but jo was there…help me awake..ahhaha drank 3 cups of coffee but helloo!! Caffeine failed me dat day..planned to go home n change to tjs b4 goin fer dinner but as usual…lazy..when I reached home…I jus laze ard till dearest came…walked to imm wif my lil bro n dearest..went bali thai…wif jo..roger..ibu n family…after dinner we wanted to go over to Chevrons for a bowl..but that damn carpark was too bloody full to accomadate two more cars…so we made our way to jurong bowl…the lanes sucks a lot…had the vip room to ourselves…but our game was distracted as the lanes keep clearing the pins…we were clearly pissed…I bowled badly dat day…for 2 games…my average ws jus 65…hahah dearest was in his usual form….he was pissed @ the way I bowled…without proper technics…jus threw the ball anywhere I wanted….in fact most of the time it ended up in the gutter hahaha…after two games….ibu sent me home…we jus bummed ard @ home…when dearest suggested we catch the midnite show…mayb freddy vs jason…so we flew to JE…but to his dismay they dun haf the show there…so we jus sat outside JE…chit chat…he suggested we go over to Shaw….we played wif d wind along AYE…in d end we ended up riding ard spore….i missed the riding times wif kun…zul…nizam….sab…reymie…aisha..still remember the times we went bazzar…we were making lotsa noise @ the junction n the motorist thought we were actually quarellin hahhaha….oh wat fun we had…good times must come to an end eventually…only reymie sab me n sen r still together…. The rest…hmmmm….leave it to ur imaginative juices…reached home close to 4am dat morning…watched some tv b4 drifting to slumberland…
Sunday
Slept whole day…woke @ 11am…mama didn’t buy breakfast…so had kaya n bread…chit chat wif mama till about 1….watched Hindustan a while…b4 drifting off to slumberland again ahahah…talked to nomie…slept again till 6pm…showered…bummed ard…@7.45pm went JE to get a new mouse…n some diskettes…d diskettes were in black only…so boring…proceed home…tested my pc…n was pissed to find out dat…my uncle’s fren didn’t do a gd job…jus changed my d drive and install some anti-virus which I think I could actually do them by myself….well anyway my luck!!was listening to musicmatch…when I was so reminded of tion…especially the song Rise ..Gabrielle…how he taught me to download songs…how he scolds me when I made a mistake….i miss his scoldings….his antics…I miss him….
An Epitaph….i miss u…
Tion…when I first met u…
You were so stuck-up…full of ego…so sure of yerself…proud…
Tion…when we were getting ti know each other…
You were a sweet talker…an egoistical creep….
Tion…after we knew each other
I liked u…u’re great…caring…though rough @ times…funny but still an egoistical creep…
Tion…when we got closer…
I started to look fwd to meet u @ Coral….can u jus imagine from EC to BQ jus to pass Coral n c u….
Tion…when I knew the truth…
I stayed away…I blamed myself fer being so foolish…I neglected my one n only…
Tion…when u explained things….
I grew weak…felt sorry fer u…gave u the support u needed..
Tion…when u MIA…
I didn’t think much of u …jus carried on wif my life…
Tion…when u came back n there’s….
I cried wif u…felt sad fer u…didn’t expect someone so strong to break down..crying…changed into someone I didn’t expect u to b…
Tion…when u said u went Aussie…
I kept counting d days…waited fer u to come back…was happy to receive ur email…was waitin fer u to come back…
Tion …on 14th Apr 2002…my bday
I waited fer u…waited fer ur call…ur return…but no news..
Tion…on d next day…when I received d news…
Cant believe my eyes…read d sms…excel..Holland..passed away…it was all blurry…wat?u?gone? I was stumped..knees turned to jelly…cried …cant help it…u..my fren…left me??on my bday??didn’t give me a chance to say gdbye??I’ve never felt so lost b4….i blamed myself…y..y didn’t I apy more attention to u when u needed help..i felt guilty when I partially knew wat happened to u..till now…I’m still unclear…on y u left…
Tion…after u left…
There was no one to nag @ me….no one to keep my confident high…no one to joke ard…no one to ‘throw me in d bin’..
Tion..a yr after u left..
I still remember u….i still miss u…I still cry @ d thought of u…I still sing ur songs…I still bear in mind d times wif u….i still use ur quotes..i still talk about u…I still write abt u….i still love u…my partner in crime….
‘A friend sings d song when u fergot the lyrics…I did dat jus fer u….’
In loving memory Tion…
ariessen @ 10:25 AM
//married to Sen//luvs Mama Nana Dada n Papa//sits on TJ n Shad//life revolves ard family//dependent on mum n i dun care wat other ppl would said//iMan n ayubee// prefers flats n pumps//njoyin life wif my love ones now//
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